LAYLALALA ♥

the life there

2012-01-29T13:34:00.003+08:00

It's almost a month since the last time i updated this. You know, i've been busy. With life, school, asrama and other stuff. I've been home a week ago and will be going back to asrama within few hours from now.

Life in asrama is good. The seniors are really friendly. I mean, c'mon not all of them but my dorm's seniors are. The first week i was there, i cried myself to sleep. 2 days in a row. It's like more to missing the boyfriend than the family. I know i'm a bad gurl. Even if it's good there, i still have the feeling to go back to my old sch. The schedule are pack.

We sleep at 12 and have to wake up at 5 to run for the bathroom. When the clock strikes at 7 am, we have to clear the hostel area then we can only go back into our dorm at 4.30. Really a long day. At night, we have prep then blablabla. Plus, the foods there are all tasteless. OMG if only i could bring my mom there mhmmm but i still eat a lot. what is wrong with me idk.. So enough with asrama life.

Ohhh btw, yesterday i went to meet my sayang. At the hospital. With umie and my friends. Yes! my mom met his parents. Just chit-chatting and all. I just love his baby sister. Geram :3 Oh he got admitted bcs of the bacteria infection kot. Usus dia problem or something and had an operation. But now, alhamdulillah he's getting better.

I am better stop now. good day lovelies! Takecare and be good xx

love, laila

it starts all over again

2011-12-31T23:18:00.005+08:00

It's basically 11.18 pm in 31st Dec 2011. yes true! Today is the last day of 2011. I am so gonna miss everything that happen in 2011. This year has brought a lot of good memories to me. Not only that, i've also have gone through bad moments this year. It's no longer bad things to me, in fact all that have became my lesson. I've learned my lesson.

Withing an hour we all are going to live in a new year, 2012. I really hope this new year gonna be much more better than 2011. I mean no, year is still year. I mean me, i pray for the best. To be a better person for everybody. It aint that hard but it takes alot of courage to do that. I realize that. So, i have listed out my new year resolution and i really hope that i could do wtv i wish for, be the person i wanna be and whatsoever but... i dont think its really necessary to publish it in here soo yeahh.

Ohh and another thing, i'm going to asrama on Jan 9th. I've decided to leave everything behind and study there. Leave my family, my friends, my schmates and also my most favourite person, my boyfriend. Sob sob i know, i'm sad too but it's just for 2 years then everything gonna be back to normal, Insyaallah. I'm going to Teknik but i'm still waiting for letter from Mara cs i really wanna go to mrsm that bad. It's really sad to know that i only have 4/3 days before going to new school. I am so going to miss my classmates and the girls.

So that is all i guess. And also happy 2012 guys! be good and be safe. Starts your new year with bismillahirahmanirahim. Takecare xx

love, laila.

The results

2011-12-23T16:58:00.005+08:00

I always have trouble with what to write to start an update. is it with hello ? or with an apology ? or maybe with telling you how wonderful my life has been ? yes, i know. i sucks but who the heck cares anyway ? Well, hello to the hommies and strangers. I apoligize for being such a lazy ass. hehehe :3

I've been busy. Busy with my life. I've turned into a housewife this holiday or should i called myself a "bibik" ? cs i really am busy sweeping the floor, cleaning the mess in the house, washing the dishes and other stuff. Other than that, this holiday treats me well. Except for the fact that i've been so anxious and nervous waiting for the results to come out. It has been a month that fulls with curiousity and such. I prayed for the goods. I want to be proud and i want to make my parents proud.

And alhamdulillah, He listens to me. I know i've done my best. My very best. I think, i've put more effort than everyone else did. Ayah and umie also have tried given their best for my success. Alhamdulillah, i got straight A's but sadly i didnt manage to get up to the stage cs i reached sch a bit late. All thanks to maksu cs she's the one who accompanied me there. I was fuqin nervous and i hit the door.

I thanked Allah for everything He has given me. Alhamdulillah. Also thanks to the teacher, the friends, the classmates, the seniors and semua semua. I'm so blessed :) so i shall off now. Looking forward to a good start for a new year. Takecare everyone xx

love, laila.

as me, speaks for myself

2011-11-20T23:24:00.008+08:00

wheresoever you go, go with all your heart - conficius

have you ever felt like giving up on life ? well, i have. not once but few times. I aint giving up on life exactly but with the situation. I feel like freezing the time. so that i wouldn't have to make a stupid decision. so that i could have the time to think and make a wise decision. true, people often make mistakes but when it's repeated several time, that is not mistake that is just their choice.

This exact time, i feel like doing the same thing. freeze the time. frankly speaking, i usually don't express what i really feel. but now i have reached the point where everything he does annoys me to the max. but i love him. this is pathetic, telling people what i feel instead of telling him directly. i love him so much. we used to say everything to each other and all but since umie told me not to over do things, especially things like this. i've stopped. i started to have doubts.

i tried not to promise anything since ever. i dislike letting people down. i want to be good. i tried to be and still trying. i make a baby steps. it is so impossible to do things drastically. i once tried to get away from him for like days but i failed. i have to atleast text him and ask about things even if it's like short replies but we still gonna text each other. yeah things are complicated than ever now.

but whatever it is, i love him. and i love my parents too. imma listen to what they've told me about stuff like this. be friend with everybody. i have a long way to go so don't commit myself into something that i aint sure. ofcourse, everybody do has plans but why we plan things that will only happen 7 or 8 years from now ? banyak benda will happen in that 7 8 years, who knows kan. so i have many choices and i just have to wait for the right time to seriously think about things like this.

this is me speaking up for myself. when i re-think about it. it's true. don't busy yourself with your relationship that yourself are not sure with. studies, get good grades, get into universities, have your own money < well that time is the most suitable time for you to find your soulmates. right ? well, you gotta ask that to yourself.

sharing is caring so this is just something tht i'd like to share. ohh and btw, happy holidays :)

love,laila.

life as what we knew it

2011-11-01T20:54:00.004+08:00

Hi Assalamualaikum. Hello everyone ! it almost a month I didn't update this blog aite ? Pardon me for that. I aint busy at all in fact I have so much of free time after PMR. It just I haven't been really online this thing for a long period. Just accept the fact that I'm a lazybump alright ? okay at last, I admit it huehuehue ^^ lol no...

What did I do after PMR ? well, mhmm nothing. yeah totally nothing. oh and btw, remember I told ya earlier about the things-to-do-after-PMR ? I wanted to make a list of it aint I ? nope I didnt list it out at all. I so hate myself right now bcs everything doesnt go the way I wanted it to be but yeah that is what life looks. It doesnt always go as we have planned nor happened like what we have wanted. But after all, I have to admit that i just cannot hate myself for too long cs I am awesome. Always and forever :P hahaha okay nah i kid.

How was school after PMR? school was okay. I go to sch when i feel like doing so or skip when the rate of my laziness reach it max level. We have lists of activities to do at school. We do different activites everyday. So this week is sports week. Us, girls play netball while the boys gonna go with football. The school looks even attrative now.... lol no... its bcs the activites we having at sch.

Now everything seems so perfect. And what made me so happy is that umie now doesnt really care if I aint going to sch. She doesnt nags all day anymore and my life seems happier that way. lol who doesnt kan. My friends ? They are all doing great. My boyfriend ? Forever going to be my most favourite handsome guy hahaha. He says we have to at least meet once a week so after PMR ni saya jadi sangat miskin T_T Hoping that November going to treat us well. Less fight, loved more. That is all i want from him.

So i think i shall stop now. This post is like hell long of a post. Takecare loveliess xx

love, laila.

memories won't fade

2011-10-12T21:18:00.006+08:00

♥

Happy moments last forever. It doesn't fade away. It stays forever in your heart and mind. It's the same happen to me. I really hope all the good memories when I am with my friends stay forever in my heart.

So, yesterday is one of the day I hope I won't forget. Chud, Robi, Sara, Hazim and I went to KLCC. Well obviously the PMR is over so just thought that we could have fun sekejap. I got to meet my love there! :D We watched movie. I haven't done that in quite some time. It was good when eating popcorn while you enjoying the movie. It totally is a bliss.

Yes I've got to meet him there. I was so happy cs I couldn't resist that act I miss him so much. I just thought that I needed to see his smile, hear his super-super annoying voice and talk about random things with him. Yesterday was great cs I seldom get to see him and walk with him. Yes, true ! I feel like smiling from the second I woke up this morning.

I am so happy but mhm I miss him already. We took pictures and I think I am just being me whenever I am with him. Just me. I guess this is what it feels like when you are so inlove with someone ey ? You just be yourself when you're with him and you can have the conversation about random things and you can take silly pictures with him without worrying about your looks ? I guess yea.

Well I guess imma stop here now ;) Oh btw, I went to sch today and it was sucks. School was boring today but yes ! sch has organised banyak activites starting from tomorrow so hopefully tak boring mcm today.

Goodnight and tkcare lovelies xoxo

love, Laila.

it ends today

2011-10-10T22:26:00.004+08:00

PMR is officially over today. Alhamdulillah after about a year struggling finally it ends today. Hopefully the result worth all my time and energy. I have put a lot of effort and Insyaallah, I just leave it all to HIM and believe that everything going to be great at the end of the day.

love, Laila.

nine ten eleven

2011-10-09T17:14:00.004+08:00

one of these, gonna be mine soon :P

Assalamualaikum . Hi ! so this is my very first post for October aite ? I've had enough apologise to you guys about the lacking of updates here haha but well sorry again. It's 9/10/11 so I just thought that I had to paste it down on my blog cs the number is rare hehe. Hey do you know what happen on October ? yeah that's correct ! It's my exam week or should i say PMR examination? yeah.

So Alhamdulillah PMR is soon to be over. Just 2 paper left and tomorrow is ze last day for PMR. I am so happy I could die hahaha no. I have many things to do . Haih should start making a list-to-do-after-PMR lah. in my new diary ! yes I bought a new diary and I love it :') I have many things on my head so should start write it tonight. I am surely do not want to miss a single thing.

Ahaa before i forget something, last friday is my second months with pakwe. wuhuu hopefully this would last forever. Well eventhough forever does not exist but yeah forever baby :-* Thanks for the 2 months sayang.

I think I should pen down now cs I have nothing else to write. So to those who sit for PMR let's enjoy our day after PMR !! and to who that are not PMR candidates go fuqin study for your finals :P

love, Laila

Smile with me.

2011-09-24T00:04:00.009+08:00

I always don't know how to start writing. Always sits for hours in front of the laptop to find the right sentence to start writing. screw me. But today I don't care if i couldn't find the right words. I'm still gonna update about today. I mean friday obviously cs it has pass 12.

Sch organised a feast so-called-jamuan-1Malaysia. I've got all excited the night before cs sch hasn't organised such this feast for a quite long time lah juga. Thought of bringing camera to sch which I didn't thus i had to capture the moment using my friendS's camera.

I don't care about the food actually, really. I was more excited about the friends with their baju raya and all. I just ate one plate of mix-food-with-chicken-rice-and-that-idk-food.

I was so happy. The girls are crazy. Their craziness could make me die with a heart attack. They laughed hard. Also, the guys were damn gay. I mean not really but they act like they are. The weather was ugh sunny. Panas sangat. Me didn't go around with the girls like I usually did due to the hot hot heat weather. I stayed under the fan like I'm all alone eh not alone actually. LOL me. The guys came and like blablabla and took pictures together.

I couldn't ask for more. I'm so bless with the friends around me. This is surely gonna be remembered forever and also a gift for my awesome life. I hope this could remain forever. Friends forever. The guys also were very understanding and supportive. yeah they still are the same.

*I don't know which pictures to post so I decided not to post anything :3

she always there and I hope always will.

love, Laila.

through thick and thin

2011-09-18T10:06:00.003+08:00

forever and always. bestfriend forever girls ♥

the starts of everything

2011-09-14T16:18:00.004+08:00

Sup people ? I'm dying here. PMR is so near that I barely breathe. It's 20 days left to that BIG day. The day where I, myself will sit for the exams. It feels like yesterday when i started studying form3 syllabus. The time flies so fast that I can't even enjoy it for a sec.

Well, not really. I also had good times with my friends despite all the studies and stuff. I just couldn't believe that I'm going to sit for my PMR paper in 20 days. This is so fast. As in fast that i remember i didn't get the chance to enjoy reading novels like I did last year. I remember how I used to be so playful and didn't really care about school and studies that much.

And now everything changes. In less than 4 months there is no more 2011. The year where I started to learn the needs and the wants. The year where I had to struggle to be in top10 in class. The year where I had the most time, full with books and school. The year where I learnt to keep myself close to The Almighty. Within 12 months, I learnt so much of new things.

I'm blessed. I couldn't ask for more. I just hope that all my hard works are worth the time and the energy cs I have put lots of effort to success in PMR. I don't want to let my parents down. I've had enough 3 years ago...

Everything starts and ends with school.

love, laila.

Let's us...

2011-09-07T15:40:00.005+08:00

So, today is officially my first month with Pakwe. lulz pakwe jew no no nehi nehi bukan haha. I actually not into this kind of thing but this time is acceptable alright ? yeah ok. let's us start the sweet moment. *music on runaway by bruno mars*

Sayang, I love you. So much. no jugding. Everyone loves their parents so do i. That's different k. I love it when you say you love me at random moment. Like we were texting then all of sudden... you wrote " baby, I loveeee you soo much! " this made me smile big :')

Sayang, I just hope we could last forever. When i mean we, it means us, this relationship. I know this may sound pathetic cs imma 15 y/o girl but well everyone has hopes. I wish for this and I pray for it everytime i finish solat. no jokes no lies.

Sayang, let's us get good grades and go to Universities and get the dream job and let's make lots of money and then let's get married then grow old together. let's sayang ? ok, I love youu so much :-*

Happy one month sayang.

love, laila.

Eid mubarak.

2011-09-04T02:30:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua. It isnt too late to wish slmt hari raya aite ? So... Happy Eid Mubarak. Btw, sorry for the lack of updates. It's not that i busy or what, i am just so fuqin useless and lazy one to update this thing moreover i aint really used my laptop. Pardon me.

So how was the raya celebration for y'all ? Mine ? Da bomb like usual. I wore orange cotton baju kurung. I felt awesome hokeh. Rasa vogue gilewww. Lulz please vomit all the rendang and lemang hahaha. Neuww i kid. Tiada warna sedondon tahun ini ye. We wore the colour yg nak match2 jew. Last-minute shopping has always been liddis.

This year saya beraya di Perak on my mom's side. Went there on Aug 28th with ibu's family which is umie's lil sis. Beraya di sini dapat banyak duit raya. Cannot tell how much lew kan hehe. On the first day i followed my parents to the relatives houses. Ramai hokeh , kire konvoi lah kot. Oh and i went to Kedah on the sec day of raya. Tahu.. mmg sekejap gile dkt Perak... Third day me and ze family went to Kangar dan sukutu dengannya. Convoi 7 cars with 7 family in it. Great day, semua siblings ayah ade. But..the sad part was when we didnt get duit raya eventho we went to like 4 or 5 houses T_T

Honestly, i like being with the cousins on umie's side more than on ayah's side because....cousins on ayah's side most of 'em are boysss. Y'know how boyss aite ? ganasss dan brutal nak mamps. Tapi i cannot deny one thing, the fact. Ayah's twin brother has a 15 y/o son. Handsome sangat wey !!!! lulz seriously i like my own cousin !! ok dah. Pakwe baca jealous dia~

I guess i'm gonna stop here. This post, most of it is useless and nonsense. After all, i really had a good raya celebration with the family, food and everything. Alhamdulillah.

love, laila

someone's need a hug

2011-08-16T02:26:00.006+08:00

eyes is the window to the soul. through eyes you can see the happiness, the sadnees of someone's life. if the mouth denying what the people see, you just have to look in their eyes and says you are not okay then give him/her a hug. everyone needs hug including me. if someone could give me a hug and a shoulder to cry on now, that would make me feel relieved. i have problem but well obviously i can't post it in here. prayers and thought from all of you hope could make my life better, InsyaAllah. please pray for me. i really need it. thank you lovelies. only Allah knows how to pay the good deed you have done.

love, laila.

laif as me

2011-08-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum . haiii !! saya tahu semua rinduu sayaaaaa kan ? kan kan ?

Sorry for dissapeared for about 2 weeks. been busy the last few weeks. yea lah, mana taknya saya trial august 3rd and friday baru habis. I truly am sorry peeps. Like I said trial is JUST over . Just over. Me so excited and my friends cs trial is just over but yea we still have PMR. i would say most of my friends can't wait for PMR to be over.

As all know today is the 14th day on Ramadhan. we have been through the first phase of Ramadhan. Alhamdulillah i manage to survive till today hehe. i wake up for sahur and it helps me to survive all day. i thank Allah for the strength He gives me. Alhamdulillah for the foods and Alhamdulillah cs i still get the chance to live and celebrate Ramdhan.

How is my study things going on ? Well, i assume i did the best for trial but it just didnt enough. I've got my marks evntho the exam is just over. 3B's . no A so far. A bit frustrated yknow and my B's is so close to A's but yea that one makes me wanna work hard. Just that.

I think this is just it. I should stop now. Matahari dah keluar so say pon kene keluar. Thanks for the non-stop visits peeps ♥

love, laila.

selamat datang Ya Ramadhan.

2011-07-31T21:36:00.004+08:00

ahlan wasahlan ya ramdhan.

ya Allah ya tuhanku ,

aku bersyukur kepadaMU, aku dipanjangkan umur untuk bertemu dengan bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini untuk kesekian kalinya. aku memohon kepadaMU, jadikan lah Ramadhan ini suatu bulan yang engkau redhai ke atasku ya Allah.

ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti,

jadikan lah aku seorang yang melalakukan ibadahMU dengan sempurna tanpa mengharapkan balasan di dunia ini ya Allah. berkatilah aku sepanjang aku menjalani ibadah puasaku ya tuhan.

ya muhaimin yang maha memelihara,

kuatkan lah semangat dan azamku untuk terus beribadah kepadamu. berikanlah aku kegigihan untuk bertahan selama sebulan demi beribadah kepadamu. engkau yang maha penyayang dan maha melindungi hambaMU.

ya Samad ,

kau jadikan lah aku seorang yang sabar menahan diri dari makan dan minum serta tempatkan aku dalam golongan orang yang sentiasa jauh daripada melakukan perbuatan maksiat.

amin amin ya rabbal amin.

love, laila.

flying colours

2011-07-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

you can call it as bad news for short term and a very good news for a long term period. i really am hoping that i could score straight A's for PMR. insyaallah. wish me luck for my trial next week. i pray for the best.

starting from this year ( 2011 ) A is 80 % and above.

love, laila

looked, smiled , talked

2011-07-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

i was at the bus stop. sitting alone while pika was dating with her ' bf ' . i just looked around since i have no one to talk to. at the cross of the road, groups of senior were talking or whtsoever. i didnt care. i glanced at whoever caught my eyes. while wrinkled. and minutes later, there were a guy who was carried by someone-who-i-dont-care by a motorcycle. at first i didnt see him. i was busy looked around. well i am an observer. tap ! i saw him and he was looking at me then i quickly gazed from looking at him. i glanced at pika and she smiled. HAHAHA since then she said my face has changed reaction. from wrinkling -----> smiling :D

i didnt look at him since then. i totally freaked out. depan saya , ada kedai pakmat. the one who use motorcycle to sell foods kind of thing. ramai students belilah, of course. someone was coming to me. dekat macam ade gaya nak bercakap dgn saya. tarraa ! it's him. sat next to me and of course ade gap HAHAHA. he talked to me later. shocked type of face i showed. this is crazy, really.

i cannot stop smiling after that. i told my friends and they were 'ecececeh ' me. i guess you guys can predict what i feel now. dah tak boleh nak cerita habis. oh btw, it happened yesterday :D

*sorry cant updates often guys. tkcare

love, laila

reasons to

2011-07-13T03:29:00.003+08:00

as usual, im still awake. ive had enough sleep. i slept from 5 pm something sampai pukul 1 pagi baru bgn. yeaaa cs the day before i just had 2hours of sleep. mana cukup so i skipped extra class balik and tidur ahaaa. then tadi bgn , mandi bagi fresh and eat then i did geo's hwk.

ive do alot of thinking sort of berangan jugalah haha. ive decided to go to boarding school. i mean really lots of thinking. kadang kadang terfikir taknak but when it comes to longterm punye masa rasa it really is worth it.

let say if i make it to MRSM or another boarding school chances untuk dpt scholarship pergi overseas high kot. cs i really wanted to study in oversea and still do. tapi it isnt that easy, i have to study hard and for the beginning kene score for PMR. me and the girls, pika chud and robi decided to go to the same boarding school which is Sekolah Menengah Sains Selangor but i dont mind if going to another school as long as sekolah itu sekolah berasrama.

another reason is i have to be independent and taknak berganting dengan sesiappa. yeaaaa dan selain itu saya nak belajar saving.eventho umie cakap saya ni tidaklah seboros kaklong tapi still, saya rasa mcm pemboros gile. terutama bab bab membeli makanan. darn it i said it.

i guess that is all for this time. insyaallah post another time. oh im sorry for the lack updates too. bai tkcare !

love,laila

political view of mine

2011-07-09T02:23:00.004+08:00

well its been awhile since i made it here. i aint busy. i am just a bit lazy and tryin' to get away from the internet . i rarely spending time for internet lately. cos i was busy trying to get my head on PMR but i actually did not. me apologise okay ?

alhamdulillah everything has been good with my life, so far.wuuu study ? i didnt study very often or in other words i didnt study at all. well ofcourse i did at school. argh it get me tenses when talk about studying. lets drop it.

serious talk, i dont have ideas to blog. oh today has been a real hectic day in KL. everyone in BERSIH was busy rallying while the goverment sittin there watching the citizens gets all wet. it really dissapointed me on how the goverment treats our people. not just today . but before and might be forever if we dont fight for malaysians right.

ahaa im talking politics. i guess nobody knows that actually i really into politics thing. me and umie talks about politic every single day. it is soo interesting with the drama, the corruption , the rasuah and all that. what makes it more interesting when actually umie's name is also rusmah but ofcourse with the differ spell. sweet life.

sekarang there is no more freedom of movement in KL. pagi tadi all jalan in KL were blocked by the police. however, i did find this perhimpunan makes malaysians all united. being one as malaysians. not by the names tapi as a true malaysians. i thought many people didnt realise what is happening with our country but i was wrong.

i will pray and keep on praying that someday those freak people who leads the country with wrong purpose will have to step back. Allah is the greatest. nobody knows what will happen next. insyaallah , keep on praying.

i wouldnt surprise if police arrest me. haha i talk like imma real expert in politics . ahh how i wish there would be about politics in exam. it is fun though. i assume ramai yg menyampah dgn i cos i talk politics. but who cares.

' who wants to lead the country if teenagers never care what is happening ? teenagers are precious and valueble to our nation. we are the future right ? '

love, laila

lifetime hero

2011-06-17T22:26:00.004+08:00

he is the one man that see me crying.

he is the one man that hugs me when i am terrified.

he is the one man that kisses me when im going to school.

he is the one man that taught me what live is about.

he is the one man that gave me everything i needed.

he is the one man that always says i am pretty and kurus when i complain i'm fat.

and...

he is the one man who i cannot live without.

the one man that knows me more than i know myself.

the one man that always have my heart.

the one man that already loved me before i was born.

the one and only man that gonna be my daddy forever.

I LOVE YOU AYAH, now always and forever will be.

you are the greatest ayah ever.

♥ layla

Cody Simpson - All Day

2011-06-10T00:36:00.002+08:00

i wont talk much for this post. just wanna post this song. just heard it and it really is awesome. well , i know cody simpson doesnt has hair like justin bieber does but he is way cuter. his voice juga 'belum pecah' haha. btw, i love the chorus part. it has cute meaning.

you're like my favourite song on the

radio, radio, radio, radio

i could listen to you all day

you're like my music video

video, vi-vi , video

i could look at you all day.

how i wish someone would feel this way towards me. that totally would be cute. haha im away until this sunday so tkcare of yourself my lovesss.

*me signing off*

♥ layla

needed

2011-06-09T02:53:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum :) and hii guys.

i aint feeling well today. i am having flu, headache and losing voice also. i know you guys wondering why am i still awake ? i just took my medicine and it seems like it takes lil time to affect me. i dont know why suddenly i'd become like this. ah can't figure it out why. it might be bcs of the weather, kott.

yesterday ( 7 june 11 ) i went to pavilion to shop some stuff. to be exact, to shop my dinner dress for sat event. going to family day at cherating this friday morning. so mesti ade dinner event. so yeah i bought myself a pair of high heels and it's skin colour. aah you dont know how much i love skin colour. it looks natural. next is i bought a white blouse and blue cardigan for kaklong. hopefully she likes it cs it was hard to find those stuff for her. since she is a bit shorter and cuter than me so yeahh.

i think that is it. just a simple and short post. i really need to sleep now cs i have tuition tomorrow and it is important for me to attend the class since i didnt study for this 2 weeks of holiday. so tkcare and keep reading me. x0

♥ layla

garder l'espoir

2011-06-07T03:44:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum :) how you all been doin ? me as always, been amazing.

so currently it is 3.45 in the morning on 7 june 2011 and here i am tadaaa~ updating this thing. i couldnt sleep. i am pretty tired today but my eyes and body just dont want to switch off.

so the last few days i didnt get enought sleep cs i was away to johor. been invited to a wedding. this wasnt just an ordinary wedding event but our closest family were getting married. since along lelaki so we all have to go down to johor sebab adat melayu, majlis at bride's first then baru belah lelaki. i had an amazing experience there bcs i never attend full wedding ceremony and dekat sana we attended 3 majlis which is ijabkabul, malam berinai and majlis bersanding. congrats to along and kak melyn. hope to have a happy life together and shower with HIS blessing, amin.

oya, i am going out tmrw with ajim, shah and his friend. seems like im just the only girl tmrw since i couldnt find anyone to accompany me. well i mean a girl for sure. i am sooo going to watch movie by any chance, any movie lah. i dont really care as long as i can get into the cinema and eat popcorn and concentrate on that for like 1 to 2 hours. it would make my day if i can go for that tmrw ! then i am going to shop new clothes, new shoes and hopefully i can get a new bag too. sudah lama rasanya tidak shopping. i hope time wouldnt running so fast cs i tell ya, i have a lot of plans. im praying that tmrw going to be a lot better than today, amin.

well i think i should be sleeping now. it is nearly dawn. tkcare and keep reading me, hihi XD

♥ layla

korean's better right ?

2011-06-02T02:27:00.003+08:00

heyyo , selamat malam. it's 2.27 am when i started typing this.

ya allah, ce cakap siapa tak addicted kalau hero handsome mcm ni ? *faint*

saya nak berbahasa malam ini. tujuan post ini adalah untuk mecari kerja kerana movie saya tengok tengah buffer so... ohh banyak perkara berlaku lately ni. saya maksudkan perkara happy.

cuti ni saya habiskan masa dengan tgk korean movies dan padahnya saya dah addicted. dengan kata lain ketagih. mula-mula nak tengok satu episod lepastu satu lagi dan satu lagi. dalam masa kurang satu hari saya dapat habiskan 25 episod. betapa hebatnya.

dalam laptop juga banyak movie korea. dalam dunia ni kan, rasa-rasa lelaki negara ape paling hot ? ofcourse lah korea atau jepun. tak percaya ? nak bukti ? hmm lelaki korea/jepun muka semua ala-ala sweet. majoriti ada rupa. tinggi pula tak sah kalau tak cecah 6 ft. kira lelaki sana tu perfect. exactly match mcm dalam komik.

saya suka korean more lah for sure. tapi mat salleh pon saya suke. obviously, conclusion dia saya dah start addicted dkt korean things. lagu banyak dah tahu. movie banyak dah minat. actor/actress banyak dah kenal. rasa diri ini sungguh hebat.

ok saya cerita dah lebih. ohhhh dan tinggal 105 hari untuk PMR. jeng jeng jeng. bai bai :)

♥ layla

after ages, finally !

2011-05-31T00:04:00.007+08:00

JUNE IS COMING. HELLO JUNE. MAY JUNE WOULD BE MUCH BETTER, AMIN.

assalamualaikum and hi people ! miss me ?

currently repeating no others - super junior.

it has been really ages since the last time i posted right ? i am sorry for ignoring this precious 'thing' of mine. it is just im lack of time plus i had to study, weeks ago for the mid-term. alhamdulillah, my results sort of hmm we can called it as good :)

well my last entry is about ideas. i really had none. at one time idea just falling out of nowhere but then when i started to sign in to blogspot my ideas are all gone. yeaaaa pathetic much kan. but now im just gonna share about my life. is it okay ? hehe takpe tak perlu minta permission still tulis jgk haaa :P

so semalam, hmm i mean before 12 am today ialah pika's birthday and welcome to the club baby! she has been the other half of me and has been a great great girlfriend to me. im so glad i'd known her. may Allah shower you with his blessing insyaallah and may you get straight A's for PMR :)

like everybody knows, the holiday is counting to be over. last few days i wasted my time at ibu's place since my parents and adiks went back hometown. i didn't follow them cs i was thinking to attend tuition which i did. i spent three days there also i was helping them with the doorgift thingy.along is to-be-a-married-man soon. i wish to be part of the wedding event later but i couldnt make it cs my family and i going to cherating untuk family. i am frustrated but luckily we are going to johor utk belah perempuan this thursday.

hmm what do i do with my holiday ? study all the way and when i feel like going out, im gonna go. but it seems like the study planned didnt go well. i havent studied anything. sangat risau doh. mcm mana niiiiiii. tape tape tmrw saya akan study. doakan lah saya !

one thing, this feeling is sort of happy feelings. i feel like i am among the happiest human on earth. my life is pretty awesome with everything. family, girls, guys, schoolmates and all have been amazing. they are treating me like i deserve to be loved evntho sometimes i screw things up. well you know me, im a hot-tempered girl and i think my face started to have wrinkles sbb selalu berkerut. wth -.- this is secret k, i miss having boyfriend hihi.

okay skrg saya rasa nak stop sampai sini, can ah ? okay so tkcare lovelies. insyaallah gonna update often skrg ni. bai

♥ layla

idea !!

2011-05-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

hii, Assalamualaikum :)

currently listening - the love is with me now.

i am doing nothing so does kaklong. we're just sitting at the living room while the tv is on. i am online. i rather online my sosial acc than studying or whatsoever. i have taken my lunch at sch before i went back.

ahh i seriously have nothing to say. i posted this bcs i am too bored. no one to text with. ajim is sleeping myb. oh btw i already got mark for few papers. alhamdulillah the results are fine. 3A's and 2B's. puas dengan my mark cs i really think i did my best for the last exam.

so saya rasa gonna stop here. im out of idea to wirte such things. insyaallah i will spend one night to really actually write properly about how things going on in my life. tkcare sayang-sayang.

♥ layla

worth it

2011-05-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum !

lol that is me talking to someone. just got back from danau with my family. ayah suddenly ajak pergi lepak. terkejut jugak tadi. hmm i just bought casing for my phone. blue and marron colour. it was ocean of people there and that was my first time went there. kesian sikit haha.

so i feel like sleep late tonight since tmrw no sch and exam is over. yeay now ! but this weekend rasa mcm taknak study. just for these 2 days taknak study. isnin buka sekolah im going to get back to my old routine which is study , study and study.

haa how's exam ? biasalah adat kan ade susah ade senang. i studied hard for this exam tau. tidur malam pon lambat. but after all , it was worth it kalau my results are good. skrg ni pon ade 2A and 1B. i am so proud of myslef. rasa pandai. hehe

saya rasa itu je kot for this week. later i post again. nanite and tkcare lovelies !

♥ layla

experience

2011-05-06T23:55:00.004+08:00

hi, Assalamualaikum !

its midnight and i am still studying. but hehe i rest a bit. just had taken my medicine. my right ear started to swollen again. ah i hate this sick things. dahlah esok i got school and damn esok juga start my exam week. i studied boleh dikatakan everyday and i pray to Allah supaya he calm me down time jawab exam and insyaallah dapat good result.

alhamdulillah everything is great so far. my life is always been great. i seriously do not know how to describe my life through words but hmm i think great suits my life well. i have friends, i have my family and i have my sayang-sayang haha.

last few days, i was thinking about applying to boarding sch. i kinda interested to go to boarding sch. i wanna gain experience, i wanna be awesome. eh tetibe kan. but it's true though. experience makes someone matured. besides gaining experience , saya nak compete dgn best student. nak jgk tahu pandaai saya ni banyak mana kan. baru challenging sikit. haaaaa dreaming.

rasa sampai sini and please, dont miss me. if you still want to, there i put my picture. haha bai. tkcare ! last, please pray for my health and wish me luck, thnks.

♥ layla

living life

2011-05-02T07:43:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum. good morning !

i woke up soo early today cs ajim called. he is going to come here and give me something. i already took shower and sort of kemas rumah juga. FYI, i am alone at home since yesterday. my family went back hometown to visit atuk. atuk sakit and he has been hospitalized sine last week i guess. pray he's going to be okay soon, insyaallah.

feeling cold this morning. i bet this is a good time to jog but hmm i have no one to likely accompany me :( talk about jogging, it's been about two weeks i planned to jog but its like meant to be that, that plan is never going to happen. hmm or maybe is it just me who always gives reasons ? i am getting fatter ! i know, i hate myself too.

hows my life has been ? alhamdulillah, everything is good. but ya know human moreover i am a student that live in a hectic life so must be having many problems but who cares. i dont. for now, saya fikir cuma study. i want to get straight A's like others. oh last week , my sch was having anugerah cemerlang. since i study in the first class so mesti lah ramai my friends gets to attend the event. im so jealous and berazam that i want to be invited to that event next year for 8A's student. berangan much right haha. but insyaallah !

hmm what else to share? i have nothing already :( oh oh maybe i have. i officialy broke up with amin on 25 april. hahahaha kelakar kan hidup. Sometimes we're dying for someone who doesn't care, while somebody is already dead trying to please us! #girlsdeals i borrow it from twitter. but yeah that is true. and now my ex boyfriend before, wants me back. betul betul bagi pressure lah haih. rasa serabut. k i think that is all.

so hope you guys happy and please live life ! bye tkcare :)

♥ layla

osemnes

2011-04-21T19:28:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum (:

today is 21st April and my sch has a good news. under-15 football team are going to final and i am soo happy. been supporting them like forever. everyone is happy for 'em. k stop bout that haha. sooo miss me ? i miss to blog but imma to lazy and do not have time act.

hmm i am doing good alhamdulillah. studies is fun but havent study for diagnostic yet. its like has 2 weeks left. takut nyaaaa ! but i start slowly lah en. hopefully when the time comes ill be master with everything. so does my friends and all. they are awesome like always. oh i think this is enough hehe. gonna post later, tkcare and big sorry for not posting anything.

one more thing , i feel like im gaining weight. my body is getting bigger. me not like it. have to exercise often lah i think. this is all because of food. i loveee food more than everything skrg ni. benci betul. kbai.

♥ layla

Hectic

2011-04-09T01:24:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Sorry for not posting anything since the last 2 weeks. Busy and i bit of malas.

I am doing good so far. Books is being nice to me. Alhamdulillah what teachers taught me, semua boleh terima. But i played too much these days. Study dalam kelas je and when i got home i sleep then esok bangun pergi sekolah. I really need to focus on studies. Diagnostic in 3 weeks time. I dont have much time to enjoy. I still havent finished my project kayu. Folio pon ade byk kene buat. I seriously really need to focus on studying. Haduii.

Ahh friends? They are doing great, really. We sometimes study together and doing things together. Me pika chud and robi started to rapat with the boys. We eat lunch together, cerita together and everything. I loveee my life hehe.

Hmm i think that is it. Need to sleep early cs tmrw i have cross country and. I really am semangat nak lari. Night, tkcare!

♥ layla

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aku kedekut ? manada !

2011-03-26T23:54:00.005+08:00

assalamualaikum semua !

ha today was another amazing day with ma friend. specificly with ma boys and robi. after tuition went to pavilion to just walk around and window shopping. had lotsa fun with robi, ajim , ijat , arip , amad , syai, mizi and few more friends. they were hilarious, trust me you gonna need more oxygen while with them cs they wouldnt stop making you laugh. sangat awesome dpt geng mcm ni. k so today duit juga kehabisan kerana murah hati mcm " ehh takpe " *keluar duit dari purse* ajim cakap aku ni mcm pemurah gile.

k so here the main entry nye hehe. hmm just realized that act i aint that materialistic after all. seriously , i didnt think that way anymore. cs everytime got things that related to money i am the first one yg mcm k nah this money. idk how to explain this but act saya rasa saya ni pemurah. teramat ! bukan nak bangga tapi baru sedar selama ni saya selalu mcm tu.

yeah eventho selama ni i always say i wanna have/marrry a wealthy bf/ husband tapi baru sedar saya tak pernah hambek sesen pon duit lelaki lelaki yang pernah jadi bf saya. baru sedar. and i am that type of person yang cepat rasa simpati towards people. sensitive and cepat rasa kesian. kalau pasal duit mmg namapk saya ni kedekut but act i aint. bukan masuk bakul angkat sendiri tapi baru sedar. haa here is just a short entry. wanna hunt food in da fridge cs im hungry. oh terlupa, tadi saya dinner dkt luar dgn ijat and arip dan kawan dorg. don't worry , i wasnt alone there. helmi teman :P k soo night sweethearts !

♥ layla

Boizzz

2011-03-24T20:51:00.001+08:00

Hii assalamualaikum.
I felt so happy today. Me and ma classmates went to DBKL. Its for our history's folio. Went to search some information bout DBKL. Although i dont feel well but saya gagahkan jua diri utk melangkah. Like people says nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih. I didnt go to sch but meet them at 2 something dkt tmpt tgu bas.

Then after our chief has done collected all the papers and what not. We discuss and dia kata sapa nak balik ikut dia and sapa nak jalan jalan dipersilakan. So me decided to follow the boys. Went to sogo to hunt food and lepak. Such a good day after all evn i dont feel well. Hmm kk just wanna inform abit bout my day.

Ohh hmm pakwe got 5a 2b 1c and 1d. He said he wants to repeat this d paper. He asked me to pray for him. Ohh we texted lastnight but it seems like still negative for our relationship. Dia mcm hiding something from me. ah nvm sooner or later we wil through this hard time. Insyaallah. K so gotta go now. Tkcare lovelies !

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angin sepoi sepoi

2011-03-19T00:13:00.004+08:00

hiiii :) i am currently at the impiana, cherating. remember the post that umie classified impiana as our favourite place ? yeah there.

me and mah family arrived here at 5 pm then me and siblings went to the beach. but we were not mandi cs laut bergelora and ombak besar. so we were just sitting and enjoy angin yang sepoi sepoi bahasa. its been a long time since the last time i went to pantai, if not mistaken last on january kot. oh oh and as usual we went here sbb nak jumpe kaklong. she so depressed sbb nak final exam nex week. she has to take a break from studying , i guess cs she told me that.

ok sambung about lepak at the beach , i took lotsa pictures using mah phones but im so lazeh to transfer it on lappy and post it here. later if im rajin yeah. oh and another thing , eventho im on a vacation right now but still i have to study and do some revision. that is the rule since i brought ma lappy here.

kk gtg. mah bro wants to balik bilik dah. night and tkcare !

♥ layla

Negative x

2011-03-16T13:54:00.002+08:00

Hello fellas.

Today is wednesday and im dying here staying at home. Dont know what to do. Act i could finish my hwk but the laziness is getting thicker inside meh. Still got few hwk that i didnt touch yet. Still have kerja kursus that i hadn't search for data. And dem ada like 8 ayat hafazan i have to hafal.

I know i know i am lifeless. But luckily robi's here to be my accompany. She has been here like 2 days. We are just sitting in da room and online our sosial networking. We dont have any better things to do rather than online. Act we have other choices which is doing hwl and studying. But as i said earlier me too lazy to touch books. Har har.

Ohhh it's wednesday and why i didnt go out? I just dont have the mood to enjoy the holiday. Baik duduk rumah fikir masa depan. Tapi hmm myb insyaallah im going out with ajim and robi tmrw. K if you ask me about how things going with pakwe the answer is negative. I just dont want to think abt tht. If he wants to call he would do so. Eh i need to go. Im hungry so does robi. We want to cook lunch. Bye xoxo!

♥ layla

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hikayat merong mahawangsa ♥

2011-03-14T02:25:00.003+08:00

hi, kau rasa weekend kau best tak ? aku punye ? besttt ! k so im gonna write sunday as yesterday since now is 2 am something.

eh where to start ? oh hmm, i went to tuition as usual then umie picked me up at 3 pm. sangat lambat kay ? then we were heading to KLCC. we means myself, umie , yaya and helmi. ayah act supposed to join us but ayah nak tidur so he didnt make it. plan to watch hikayat merong mahawangsa and alhamdulillah dapat jugak tgk. ini bukan lucky yee but i already booked the ticket before i went to tuition. kalau tak harapan ah en aku nak dapat tgk cerita tu.

hikayat merong mahawangsa was super awesome. if you like guys yg tough muscular this movie is a must for ya. sangat power awesome amazing and this film ditayangkan di 73 countries. o em jay can you imagine that ? can you imagine betapa awesome nye this film ? haha (power i promote kan ? )but serious talk lah , this film is awesome for me. awak mesti tgk kerana hero bukan calang calang. stephen rahman-hughes yuu. tengok !

p/s : oh about pakwe , ive called him but he rejected my call. why lah ? im giving him time so that dia takde rasa bengang dgn saya. err myb ? is it okay what im doing ? hmm night , tkcare !

♥ layla

where did i do wrong ?

2011-03-12T21:36:00.002+08:00

currently listening to two is better than one. i am listening to my playlist while thinking what is wrong with pakwe. it has been 4 days or myb 5 he didnt call or what-so-ever. ya know sayang , im worried. i dont know if he just wanted to test me or what. or myb hes busy working ? but atleast he could send me a single message saying hes busy working. there is no way hes busy with work. i am so positive about that.

i know you would read this anytime. i cant think straightly right now. i kept thinking what have i done ? where did i do wrong ? just please, i cant stand you're being this way. awak , please talk to me :( saya rindu awak sangat sangat.

p/s: saya tunggu awak ajak saya keluar dating. awak cakap nak pergi tengok wayang same same.

♥ layla

Baby pleasee :(

2011-03-09T00:25:00.001+08:00

Night peeps.
My eyes hurt. I must admit that i cried just now. No not lying. Its bcs of hes so busy with his works. I felt a bit sad and bengang. It is not that i hate hes too busy focusing on work but rasa hmmm dont know wht words suits my situation. Just, i want you to know that i loveee you so much and i miss you terribly.
♥ layla

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ze deiss

2011-03-07T22:33:00.006+08:00

today, 7 march 2011 : sheikh muszaphar went to sch. sangat kacak dan sangat pandai dan semua sangat yang hebat lah ♥ he smiled at me doh. *pengsan bangun balik x100*

saturday, 5 march 2011 : celebrated my birthday at late night dekat mamak. dont know ape nama cake ni but its secret recipe's cake. i had fun. oh and bought owl necklace hehe.

sunday, 6 march 2011 : was a great day though a bit kelam kabut that day. i was so sleepy that day. lepak dgn jejaka malaya dan wanita cantik saya. gambar semuanya banyak but malas nak post it on here. facebook lah.

p/s : hii , i am so sorry. saya sangat malas dan mengantuk serta kedatangan PMS yang oh shitzz. oh btw sch was fun. tapi start esok sambung belajar mcm biasa. heh night tkcare. pakwe sakit , kesian dia :(

♥ layla

birthday me

2011-03-04T21:07:00.004+08:00

night guys ♥

today's date is 4th march aite ? its my birthday today hehe. harini ade sambutan maulidur rasul. so semua pakat pakai cantik cantik. i felt so special cs yelah ma birthday dpt pakai vogue vogue hehe. got perarakan and everything. snap lotsa pictures but i dont feel like posting it in here. go check my facebook k.

even i didnt get any of birthday present , somehow rasa terharu still ade cs everyone likes 'ehh happy birthday' . they made me smile all day long today. i love everyone and thanks to those yang remember my birthday . sangat sweet semuanya. glad ayah didnt forget my birthday or act he did ? tapi try to cover? nvm. did i celebrate my birthday ? no not yet. going to klcc tmrw with kaklong, yaya and cousins after tuition, insyaallah.

ehh ya know what ? saya dgn dia jumpe 3 hari berturut turut. tadi he came to ma sch sbb saya paksa. hehe soo cuteeeee. tapi tak celebrate birthday ponnnnn. nak surprise party pleaseeeeee. heh takpe nanti someday insyaallah.

pakwe : hati saya hati awak juga kan ? ♥

♥ layla

awak

2011-02-28T00:23:00.003+08:00

hi assalamualaikum. its midnight baby. midnight ! so rasa pelik tak saya still online ? hehe hell yeah esok i am not going to school. i am going to hospital . you guys already know bout my ears ka. sakit balik dong. tak tertahan gua sakit telinga.

ohh k another thing is saya single. saya tahu saya ni jahat. saya tak suke dia. saya tersuke org lain. tapi lebih baik dari saya tipu dia kan ? heh saya tak rasa sedih sgt. ( jahatnya ckp mcm ni ) tapi its a fact. lagipun kan sabtu baru ni saya jumpe org tu. ya allah awak boleh tanya saya banyak kali psl dia saya tak kisah cerita. saya rasa mcm jatuh hati utk ke sejuta kali dahh. betul ni sbb saya jarang menggunakan hiperbola gini. jantung ku terhenti saat melihat dirimuuuuuuu. euw please euww sama sama.

haha sabtu baru ni saya keluar ke kota atau bandar. keluar bersama kawan perempuan dan berjumpa dgn gengs lelaki saya. later we went to ts. met him there and his hair his hair shomat habis. memorable day hehe. saya suke time dlm kedai tuuuu sho gentle kay. i dont know how to susun ayat. feel like i am dreaming now.

'saya tak suke coklat sbb warna dia tak cantik' ' saya pon coklat jgk' 'awak lain lah !'

saya suke awak ♥

♥ layla

ahmazengg

2011-02-26T08:54:00.001+08:00

Hii good morning lovelies. Its saturday morning so as usual at 12 im going to tuition. Hmm but im going out early today cs wanna visit umie at the hospital. Umie akan having an operation at noon insyaallah. I am just hoping tht everything will go smoothly. Act after tuition i want to meet someone but idk if ayah will let me go or not. I want to go there so badly. pleaseeee ayah :(

Ayah wont let me go cs last night me and ma friends went to maher zain's. So no more going out having fun. Hell yeah It was an amazing show cant say less. I was screaming and so anxious to see maher zain. The concert started at 9 but supposedly at 8 30 something. Then we were moving back before the concert ends. We stopped by at mcd for supper as everyone was hungry tht time. Last night was a super amazing night lah cs ayah rarely give permission to go out at late night.

Other thing is ma intervensi 1 is just over. Already had given a few papers. The mark was ok. Sch study and friends they are all okay. But the sad part is we have to change places so tht means me not going to sit with chud, robi either pika. Seperate places cs we aree sho noisy in class. Bf? idk. Like usual me so easily get bored. So now idk what to do anymore. Just going with the flow myb? hmm will see abt that.

I think i have something else to share but later k. Wait will ya?

♥ layla

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2011-02-17T15:59:00.002+08:00

true !

p/s : i skip extra class today. pardon me for doing tht umie but i realy am tired and cant stand the heat.

♥ layla

will you?

2011-02-15T18:37:00.001+08:00

Q : do you want to marry me when we grow older?

A : insyaallah but if only you have the-what-i-want-from-a-husband in you then i have no doubt to spent the rest of my life with you.

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me liddat

2011-02-15T12:01:00.002+08:00

hii semua. Miss me? pardon me for being so busy with my life now. i know some of you mcm rindu je nak kepochi dgn hidup saya tapi takpee. Saya pon rindu nak jadi kepochi cerita hottzzz newss o.0 act the main reasons why saya jarang update is bcs i have no idea. Saya bukanlah mcm YASMIN REDZUAN. Dia itu sangatlah awesone dan cantik. Dahlah cerita semua meletopzzz you. duh *ambil bantal tutup muka* malu hehehehehe

Oh kk so today saya sdg cuti and all muslim around the world is celebrating maulud nabi. namun begitu, saya tidak kerana saya tidur semula pagi td dan tidak ke masjid. i slept at 3 last night. Besides,i have to study since skrg ini ialah exam week. oh btw btw sekolah sayaa bestzz tetapi sho tired. i hate being tired cs of studying. minah-minah kepochi sayaa pon sihat dan masih suke membebel.

Hows my pakwe? eee you im sho shaii hehe. Hes doing okay and we are okay. blerrrghhhh umie has found out abt me and him but you know me, i am sho kewlzz liddat. as long as we arent do anything bad is alright kan? so far this 19 days with him is cutee. Sayy wahatt ??? hahaha muntah sekarangg pleaaseeee.

lastly, im confused why me writing today got paragraph? ohh yeee badi exam ah ni siap 4para ade lastly semua. shitzzzz man. K ah wa nak study. tkcareee! xoxo

♥ layla

laffing ssss offf

2011-02-08T00:27:00.001+08:00

Skrg ini tgh malam dan im supposed to sleep early since its a sch day. Ohh harini saya punye day wasnt tht great. Rasa mcm tensionnm sgt. Myb sbb nak exam kot duhh. Ohh ye tadi saya jumpe pakwe. Pakwe potong rambut cuteeee haha. Dan ohhh ye lagi, my tchr said siapa yg bercinta dia tkdpt kasih sayang yg ckp dri parents dia. Hehe and everyone like luaghing their ass off. Oklah i want to sleep noww. Nightt uolllss. Tkcare!

♥ layla

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esokk sekolahh

2011-02-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

its sunday night and it means i got sch tmrw. nahh i dont want to go to sch. oh yee everybody knows yg student dpt cuti one week so does my parents. we went to penang, maksu's new housee. oh then on thurs my family, ibu's and maksu's went to bt ferringhi. we went hiking to pantai kerachut. seronok sangat. dah penat hiking tu terus terjun dlm laut. sumpah nikmat haha. Lepastuu pergi gunung jeraii pulak. Scenery dia masya allah cantikkk. Dan jalan nak naik ats pon mmg cantik ah enn belok belok. Ohh okay lahh. Aku adee hwk and baju yg nak digosok. Till later. Oh and minta maaf lah jarqng update. Ive got a busy life skrg hehe. Tkcaree semuaa.

♥ layla

untitled

2011-02-01T02:23:00.002+08:00

Heyy people. It's february 1st. Im hell excited abt getting into a new month cs somethong haha. Oh yeah sch on the first month was absolutely great. We've started latihan rumah sukan and everythong. Not to forget i was chosen to be in mentor mentee program. Im glad. Ohhh its midnight i know. I aint infront of the pc. Im updating using my phone i mean my new samsung galaxy 5. Be jealous please hehe showieee. So on the 14 feb saya dan pakwe akn sit for intervensi 1. Nak jgk sebut pakwe kan haha. Oh yeah we students are on a short break from sch study and etc sempena chinese new yearr. Jadi pada rabu which means lusa saya dan keluarga akn ke penang berjalan merehatkan mindaa. So till later guys. Live lifee !

♥ layla

laila

2011-01-30T07:47:00.002+08:00

Saya ade fon baru

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dudeh

2011-01-27T19:27:00.003+08:00

hey yo ! i dont know why suddenly i feel like want to blog. ehem act there is something but saya malu lah nak bagitahuu. hehe so how's life? school ? hmm my life great as ever. sekolah pulak sangat baik ya. banyak hwk extra class study and yang related to that. but overall school was great so far but idk wht is coming soon. and saya pulak macam mana ? boleh tak cakap sedang berbunga bunga ? dalam hati ade taman ? okay lah nak offline dah. nanti pakwe marah. oppss saya dha ade bf lahhhh. bangga tak ? eeee buat malu je aku ni dah kbai.

♥ layla

shekowl

2011-01-19T23:02:00.002+08:00

heyyo . wassup uolss. it's been 3 weeks since school started and i haven't got the study mode yet. okay first day of school , walaupun dah 3 minggu but still fresh as long as takde orang dah cerita dulu kan. i woke up early that morning kire mcm so semangat lah. datang sedikit terlambat dan masuk kelas tak belajar saaaaaampai balik. just had a suaikenal session and yuran blablabla . oh ye hari selepas selepas itu juga sama tapi sudah mula belajar dan mendapat hwk yang agak byk utk minggu pertama.

juga, all my routine have changed. totally changed. dari pagi hingga ke malam. sekarang kene bangun awal ke sekolah sampai pkl 1 dan 2 pm masuk extra class dan pulang at 4. sangat pack ye. after i got back rest rest atau tidur sampai maghrib. malam pulak study dan hwk. kau rasa aku ade masa tak nak online mcm skrg? takde wehh. what did i do on my weekend? hmm pergi tuition balik study. boleh mcm tu ? heh

tapi kalau sacrifice banyak mana pon still ade reward kot tapi kalau hampeh jgk result aku tak tau lah.

♥ layla

2011-01-16T01:24:00.002+08:00

hii , it's midnight and i aint sleeping yet. just miss blogs and stuff. pray for me and hope tomorrow gonna be a better day than today, insyaallah. i think i like someone. pfftttt hihi

♥ layla

first of all things

2011-01-10T18:42:00.004+08:00

my dad once said , we chose our life. whether to be bad or to be good in any ways. i am in process to be the not-so-new Laila. i want to change something in me , myself. saya sangat materialistik. ya allah i can't believe that i wrote that. mcm sambar halilintar but yaa it is true though. even so , i never ask for money ke minta itu ini dkt anybody okay. it is just mcm bile nak kahwin kene lah nak lelaki kaya kan ? muahaha. okay back to the topic. i want to have good results in PMR so dengan itu i have to change bit by bit in myself right ? kene jaga solat , dengar ckp and so on. just wish that i can achieve my target , insyaallah.

p/s: i've started tuition like two days ago. it kinda awesome to learn at somewhere else before coming to class. so that dalam class saya dah agk fhm what teacher teach about en sbb dah repeat byk kali. not to forget, extra class start next week and i'm in elit class. proud of myself.

♥ layla

mixed

2011-01-08T23:06:00.002+08:00

hii , it's saturday night and i'm wasting my time , online. i supposed to study/finish up hwk but i just don't get the mood yet. i started tuition today . it was okay . the teachers was okay. i just don't know what to share. i have some weird feeling lately and yes i am the-gatal-girl-who-will-puji-the-handsome-guy-when-i-saw-them . it's like my trademarks muahahaha. umie always says " ya allah gatalnya . kasi kahwin je lah". i replied "ala puji jeeeeee ! bukan pergi ckp suke dkt dia pon". aaa school was so called great despite the fun hasn't started yet. not to forget, just found out that the one i admire senyap-senyap has a girlfriend and my hope to .... hancur lebur. ok laughhh ! -.- i know i don't need a boyfriend at the moment. ok lahhhhh my target are to get straight a's dan live my life to the fullest and keep bullying my girlfriendss. okay lah bye miss to bloggg.

p/s : just online on weekend only. have the time but i pretend to be the busy girl who's gonna sit for big exam and have not time to online.

♥ layla

new brand

2011-01-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

salam guys. i really am sorry. it's been like forever since the last time i updated. been busy last holidays , went to some places with family and picked kaklong up at her kolej. happy new year all. happy 2011 sorry aku lambat kan hehe. may this year gonna be a bless year for all of us. and gonna be an awesome year for me. nak straight A's. aku sekolah first day pon form teacher dah ckp ah pengetua target blabla orang dpt ni ni. aku dah mcm hadoi potong mood je. tapi it's good for us kene selalu diingatkan . okok first day sekolah aku lambat sedikit. sedikit je ye hehe. rasa okay lah. okay je kot. dah gtg bye. sekarang routine semua dah lain dari pagi sampai malam. study study study

♥ layla

ze study tings

2010-12-28T11:13:00.002+08:00

i wish the time will stop. i aint ready yet to back to school. it's like fucking nigthmare. i am sitting for pmr in 2011. the whole situations is shittz i guess. wake up in the morning, ready for school , study focus in ze class homework and yess it's like hell yeah screw me up. ma school stuff is ready. i already wrap ma books , washed ma sch uniform (not iron em yet) , buy notebooks but i still havent prepared mentally and fizically for this whole study things. i don't know if i can do this cs i aint that nerd kids who always with books all the time. i am the person who study at last minute time. i wish i was born as a nerd. cs it is hell lots easier that way. oh kay i need to find something to eat cs i'm hell hungry.

2010-12-28T08:18:00.003+08:00

you know what indonesians , stop with the hate malaysia things on trending topic. it's worldwide ya know. it shows that indonesians so uneducated and it's just a freaking football match for heaven sake. it's just beacause of football then tibe tibe you guys claimed that malaysia stole your culture and malaysians are annoying and wtv. there is nothing to do with culture lah. it's okay to fight for your country but don't hate others. asian is like family. ashamed on you indonesians. omg get over it indonn people. no offesense #imjustsayin

♥ layla

fong

2010-12-26T15:33:00.002+08:00

i need phone cs my phone rosak. i can't on and if it can nanti dia off balik so jyeah. yesterday pergi tgk phone at first i mean before ni nak c3 but dayumm mcm boring je. so entah lah either x5 or e5. they're rocks ya knowww. cantik pulakkk. and camera 5 megapixel rasanya. insyaallah next month atau around that time ongkay ? hehe

♥ layla

believe in my dreamz

2010-12-25T00:38:00.005+08:00

kau tahu kenapa aku tak kisah sgt psl boyfriend ? sbb aku tahu skrg ni baru sekolah takde hot mana pon dak2 sekolah ni. kau tunggulah masuk kolej/uni nanti . lagi hot shagoii :)

it's midnight peeps. i am so bored and i want to sleep. my mouth say that and ma brain say this. i just want to have a perfect sleep time. i'm afraid that when sampai school time i couldn't wake up early sbb all this while saya tidur lewat and bangun kadang lewat kadang cepat. so i actually have no mood to write anything but it's popping in ma head so sudden. i want to tell ya bout ma plan for ma future. ya know siapa tarak tu mmg hmm hmm. okay here's ma plan.

sit for pmr jadi budak nerd get straight A's . good result so ambik either account nor this ( tak decide yet) stil jadi nerd then spm yaw yaw nak tett entah . okay spm kan ? senior lah kan ? nak ade promm , eh gedik tak ? i know i dont care ape orang kata. i nak ade orang ajak pergi prom keee. lagi gedik. lepastu i nak jadi prom queen i nak dress up mcm hmm mcm orang paling cantik dkt universe. tambah gedik sikit. lepastu i nak naik stage orang hulur tangan i buat muka sombong tak pdg ckp terima kasih ponn tak time i amik ma crown. tambah banyak gedik. i nak menari dgn jejaka-idaman-satu-sekolah dkt bawah disco ball. eh jap ade ke disco ball dkt prom ? banyak sangat gedik. okay stop psl prom. then sambung belajar nak jadi nerd yang cantik sangat lelaki lelaki handsome tak handsome pon kejar i. awhh shoo omell ya know. lepastu dah graduate sampai degree. i taknak lah sampai ph.d tunggu lah i kaya jadi bini datuk ke tan sri ke anak jutawan ke baru sambung. okay lepastu i nak kerja setahun 2 mcm tu. lepastu 24 i nak kahwin hidup happily ever after. oh lupe pulak i dah ckp dkt umie yang i nak husband umie carikan. jangan lah goda-goda i. i takkan termakan punye sbb i dah ckp dkt umie i nak yang body ketul ketul , tinggi dari i walaupun i pakai high heels, kaya panadai ade agama. mmg i nak kahwin 24 25 siapa kesah ? biarlah aku punye suke aku punye future aku punye blog. kbai.

♥ layla

saiven dais

2010-12-24T17:29:00.002+08:00

just enjoy this remaining holidays kay ? don't stress out.

i am counting the days. yeah using my 10 fingers. actually the exact number is seven. it's just 7 more days left till me ( or myb us pelajar sekolah ) back to school. the 2011 school session erk boleh imagine ? ya know wht in ma mind ? bile sebut 2011 i'll thinking abt PMR. okok jangan poyo dan bersemangat lah en . so sebelum 7 hari ni hilang i have got some things/plan to do. i have sch uniform to wash and iron, i have textbooks to wrap, i have to keep the house/room clean all the time ( bkn setakat this 7 days je o.0 ) and the plan is enjoy this 7 days. me and ma family going to a vacation. mmg betul betul end year vacation. we're going to terengganu and then turun ke jb. so i guess i'll stop here. i have to basuh pinggan and yeah btw i cooked nasi goreng this morning for breakfast but the look agak buruk but ma adiks says it's good. hell yeah agak bangga hehe byee.

♥ layla

my hope , my dream

2010-12-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

tahu tak rasa demam mcm mana? i'm having fever these past few days and it kills me. i wake up and feel so cold lepastu pening. but i am better now rasanya lah. but still having batuk-batuk. so that is why i didn't update ma blog shoo sorry kay. so today is nov 23 and result PMR pon keluar harini. congrats to those yang got straight A's kay . you guys inspired me . saya nak 8A jugak nantii. so i will work harder than before and focus dlm kelas and do everything to achieve my only azam for 2011. i don't want to hear umie's voice like 'oh yeke' . it's heartbreaking ya know. so just now bella just told me the great news. actually it isn't that great but i am just so bersyukur. the 36 of 2 arif students dpt masuk 3A next year. wohooooo. so skrg ni my happines is just gone away sbb pejam celik pejam celik 8 more days left till out 2011 school seision start. this is so making me like fuuuu kenapa feels like so short . so skerang azam saya nak 8a PMR dan complete kan solat 5 waktu lepastu baru tambah solat sunat yang lain. dan what-i-want-list ialah camera dan laptop. by awal tahun insyaallah i will have my own lappy . kthxbai

♥ layla

so sick

2010-12-21T15:15:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum :) i'm feeling so sick. saya batuk tak berhenti and it's so cold here but the weather is hot windy something. ayah gone to somewhere beli our lunch myb. maksu and anak-anak had gone out pergi round kl i think so it's just me helmi and yaya. yaya is having fever as well and she's sleeping. oh and i was supposed to go to hospital this morning to attend an appointment psl my left ear but i didn't go. i woke up at 12 and rasa tak sedap bdn. so later ehh have a nice nice day.

♥ layla

think cook cook

2010-12-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

i love food and that's one of the reasons kenapa saya mahu belajar memasak. yee memasak anda tak salah baca ya hihi. i help umie prepare the ingredients everyday tumbuk bawang blablabla but when it times for umie to cook saya pon lari pergi tgk tv. saya dah belajar sikit-sikit memasak so setakat nak masak sayur sayur bolehlah yaw. oh yee maksud saya belajar memasak ialah memasak lauk pauk ye. umie has taught me how to cook nasi ayam and mcm mcm but bile nak buat balik saya pon dah terlupe hehe. okaylah senang cakap takyah nak tutup-tutup tipu-tipu lah kan, sebenarnye umie cakap perempuan tak reti masak tak boleh kahwin. aku nak kahwin :(

♥ layla

hii mister

2010-12-20T15:21:00.003+08:00

i'm so scared to let you know about my feeling. my heart is so fragile and it might be break into pieces again. i'm tired of all of this. just pray to allah that someday when it's the right time i'm gonna meet my MR. RIGHT, insyaallah. but i have someone that popping alot in my mind nowdays but ya know i'm too scared.

♥ layla

2010-12-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

hii , hehe saya dah pulang rumah. rumah saya penuh dgn cousins awhh . rasanya aku perlu update at least one post a day kan ? sbb rasa suram sangat. kesian kite punye blog takde orang nak belai. okay okay janji lepas ni at least one post per day kay ? shoo shorry. oh yee duduk kampung nak kata happy sgt pun tak boring sgt pon tak. saya dpt habiskan baca novel 810 page in a day andd skrg ade 17 ++ kredit but have no one to text with :(

♥ layla

perrrrr-fect routine

2010-12-16T17:10:00.003+08:00

today is thursday and tonight i'm going back to ma hometown. can you imagine how excited i am ? after awhile not travelling . pheww but the problem now is i haven't pack my things. shitzzz i am so lazeh. i dont know what should i bring what clothes i wanna wear and so on. it's been awhile i didn't update my precious dear blog hihi. i got time but i dont know what to write when i logged in. yeah it's shitzz i know . i miss everyone in school. i miss the teachers esp my class teacher. ma gerlprenss and boyprens .

andd hmm to be honest , this holiday makes me so lalai and i missed solat. i so dont like this. sometimes i wonder how can i be like this. everyday every morning i wake and make azam , aku nak try solat penuh today 5 waktu but i end up with sometimes just 3 atau 4 waktu je. i wanna make a change with ma solat time and i wanna make that as a routine. pray for me and allah bless me.

p/s : i haven't perfom ma asar prayer and it's less than 3 hours for me to pack my things. so byee.

♥ layla

fast and quick one

2010-12-14T01:41:00.004+08:00

i've heard this song for many times. love !

hii , its a quick update.

i'm having problem with my left ear. dah bengkak and it freaking hurts me.
went to one utama today celebrated isya's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG ♥
i've talked to him but i end up not replying his cs i dont know what to say.
had bought all the school stuffs and yeah i'm pretty excited and looking forward for a good start.
im gonna be so busy in these weeks cs i have to settle things up like everything.

so i think these are the importants hihi. really need to go to bed. so goodnight and have fun during this saki-baki holidays. xoxo

♥ layla

yell - owww

2010-12-10T14:41:00.002+08:00

it's just after zillion of update , it isn't him anymore. it isn't YELLOW anymore. yeay for me ! i am over him like for real. just realized that actually i can live without him not keeping his promise. it's okay for me.

so today is just another boring day. i do the same thing everyday. i woke up late around 12 then find something to eat and watch the tv and online and eat again. jyeah i am going fat or should i say i am getting fat ? so daa. dont know what to say.

♥ layla

tagged - 25 FACTS !

2010-12-09T23:35:00.005+08:00

hey night . i am bored and i dont know what to do so i think i might do the tagged that qeel tag me. its about 25 facts bout me not chu. i am so malass tapi it seems fun hihi soo let's go. oyeah after finish your list, tagged this to other blogger in order to sare each other.

# i am laila hamizah faiz. mostly people called me laila . but some of them called me with actually weird name , ella and ila ?

# i am soo emotional cs im gonna cry when i watch sad movie. im gonna be hell excited and whtsoever if i watch movies.

#one pillow is not enough for me when i want to sleep. i have 3 bears around me and 3 pillow. muahaha it's a must okay.

# i have lotsa clothes which i've never wear any. kebanyakkannya are blouses.

# saya mempunyai koleksi kasut yang boleh dikatakan banyak jugak dan most of them are flat. i JUST have a high heel which i so rarely wear.

# i am currently in process to win someone's heart hihi

# i have a lovely caring eldest sister , a lil freak poyo brotheh and sweet adorable baby sister. but ya know wht ? how i wish i could have a big brotheh.

# i loveeeee to sleep and i don't hate to take medicine AT ALL.

# i started to admire korea thingy since my girls told me about all the bands and demit i can't stop after that.

# i prefer calling than texting. i dont know why.

# i am officially PMR candidates. jyeah screw up !

# i use compact powder then put on some eyeliner and lipbalm. is that considered as wearing make up?

# saya tukar baju banyak kali bile nak pergi jalan evntho i have clothessss.

# i cry when i'm angry. i talk alot . i eat alot. i hate anoyying ppl who are saying stupid things.

# saya hasil campuran parents saya . i mean 50% ikut fizikal/attitude umie dan 50 % ayah.

# i'm using nokia classic 3120. it's just enough for me.

# it's like forever since the last time topup. i had no one to text/call with. hoho

# i am a great great great stalker. i stalk him everyday. i read all things what he wrote and who he commented with.

# i have problems with my ears and i hate my stomach.

# i don't have that ideal-weight which mean my weight doesn't suit my height. is 50 kgs doesn't suits 163 cm ?

# i love my umie and my ayah so much. they mean the world to me.

# i think of this everyday > i wish i was born as a princess and have huge house , many cars and have lotsa money in ma pocket. that would be sooo cool !

# i wake up every morning and eat things at the kicthen without brushing my teeth. facts !

# seorang yang benci dengan orang yang lembab kerana saya jalan laju dan sangat suke mengarah orang terutama adik perempuan yang tidak bersalah.

# pernah on the phone dengan seorang lelaki selama 10 jam tanpa berhenti iaitu pada 9 bulan yang lepas menggunakan telefon rumah *kantoi

finaly i had finished this. so screw up people who about to be tagged. it took me hours to think of the facts but it's fun. it makes me realized for who i am. hoho soo *drumrool

So here my tagged list for this loony facts, have fun and hope you enjoy listing yours :]
*Ignore if you've done this tagged, thankyou*

chud
zaty
fara
bella
ain hanani
syafa
atika
moyy

♥ layla

complicated

2010-12-09T01:23:00.003+08:00

i am sleepy but yeah this thingy came out while i'm feeling damn sleepy. just remembered like 5 or 6 months ago i was so in love with this one guy. i mean mcm i've fallen for him so desperately but i didn't realized that. cs i was stupid pergi mcm terhegeh hegeh dkt another guy. well i can't recall kalau saya pernah cakap this thing dkt you tapi you are shoo charming. idk what to write or how to explain this things but hell yeah saya sangat sukeeeeee dkt awak . saya sangat lah mcm rasa bodoh gile dulu tu.

teringat dulu selalu chat almost everynight sampai subuh lepastu kdg2 saya tertidur depan lappy awak mcm buat saya malu dan suruh mengaku. saya tak mengaku jugak. rindu nyeeee. ingat lagi last keluar dgn awak 10 july 10. cute je number tuu kan. awak gile hot saya pijak kaki mcm tak sakit. dah cerita panjang semua tu act saya nak cakap yang saya rinduu awak sangat . sumpah rindu gilee !

♥ layla

year 1432

2010-12-07T16:44:00.003+08:00

salam maal hijrah 1432. i'm hoping for another bless year. may this new year makes me into a better person and live your life to the fullest. allah bless all.

♥ layla

when i miss you

2010-12-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

missing you is the worst. i dream of you almost every night. i hate that.

sorry for lack of update. been busy with life. eceh hehe. no i wasn't studying but aku duduk dkt rumah ibu . lepak lepak tgk korean movie. nothing much. so till then. oh and i'm not feeling well. demam , selsema batuk dan kejang satu bdn. benciiii sakit.

♥ layla

QUESTIONS

2010-12-01T22:05:00.007+08:00

random things that cross my mind a lot

i dont understand why if someone has BF/GF dia akan cakap " i love you more than anything. you are my life " ? i feel like throwing out. pffft kenapa orang batak sangat ?
kenapa mesti sentiasa kene up to date ? afraid of people says you are lame or noob ? please lah abang kakak. hihi
kenapa berat aku maintain je? kenapa dia tak turun turun ? aku makan sikit jeeeeeee tapi aku tak exersice jugak .
good isn't a feeling. it's a word to replace okay that produced by the brain. right ?
why can i have someone that i love ? i mean 'someone' to be my BF ?

p/s : i just made a tumblr acc and i enjoy tumblr'n. oh btw i have a new haircut and its paras shoulder. i love it.

♥ layla

I AM FAT hihi

2010-11-30T14:22:00.005+08:00

its been awhile since my last updated. its like 7 days ago. my holiday going fine so far. i got nothing better to do than watching tv , eat junk foods , sleep and ohhhh i might gaining few kgs :( one day i sleep all day long and another day i stay up all night. its just great to do what i wanna do.

tomorrow is the day. im going to sch to check my result and pick up my slip. im anxious to know my result. hope the result is good to be proud of hihi. anddddd yeah ofcourse i miss my girls and my friends. hope to meet them tomorrow.

p/s : well its been 4 days im off my phone. act its not saya saja je off kan tapi malas nak charge hehe. andd thnks to those yg keep coming. rasa mcm poyo pulak ade org baca blog saya en. hehe byeee.

♥ layla

nadi arena malaysia :P

2010-11-23T21:03:00.002+08:00

walaupun cuti , banyak masa aku dihabiskan dengan menjerit-jerit depan tv tgk astro arena. daripada online sbb aku dah bosan. serious kdg kdg rasa mcm nak delete semua sosial networking yang aku ado. hihi yelah poyo en determine nak straight A's PMR nanti. oh yee , bulan 12 dah start tuition. kthxbai.

♥ layla

handsome guy with nine roses on valentines

2010-11-22T01:22:00.005+08:00

*old picture. skrg dia lagi handsome hihi

kk , dato' lee chong wei lost to lin dan. I watched the game with helmi. it was hmm unpredictable kot. I hoped that LCW can win against lin dan and bring the sixth gold medal tapi hampeh. it was frustating and pathetic weh. sakit hati. but but why does my heart like falling for lin dan instead of i'm supposed to falling for LCW? gad lin dan is so handsome. and time dia shirtless pergh pergh muahahaha. dah dah night sweetdreams.

dan kalau nak jauh cinta lagi kan baca ni. kau akn rasa nak jadi girlfriend dia.

♥ layla

day two

2010-11-21T00:26:00.006+08:00

kenapa makin gemuk ? sbb byk mkn

had an awesome evening with family. we went to jj wangsamaju. bought kaklong's stuff and umie bought me a black dress. we talked , laughed and get annoyed by each other but we just couldn't deny that we love each other actually. i couldn't ask for more. thanks allah for a super great family i have.

p/s : going to pahang tomorrow, kaklong has to go back to college. gonna miss fighting with her muahaha. sec, i absolutely going to start work out this monday. i'm getting fatter and my stomach looks like shrek's. trust me you donwan to see hoho.

♥ layla

just like her

2010-11-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

i said that i wanna look awesome and gorgeous aite ? but in a simple way. not to much lah. hihi gedik kan. kthxbai

♥ layla

i wanna look awesome and gorgeous

2010-11-20T01:16:00.003+08:00

since the holiday started , i wasted my time with online. not most of my time but yeah when i get bored i'll check my FB , twitter , blog and some other website. well I don't really chat with people , I just online and check on people's tumblr. practically I do have a tumblr acc but i don't know how to use it. it's complicated like really can get me headache hihi. i would love to have my own tumblr i mean can someone teach me how to use tumblr ? pleaseee :|

and about the inspiration post. i like the way they mix and match from the simplest thing then turn into a gorgeous outfit. its just so awesome. can you imagine ? barang murah dan mix and match dgn some other things then jadi super gorgeous ? eh im not saying that brg yang dorg pakai murah or wtv kay. and cause of their superb awesome outfit aku dah tersuke dan terselalu buka lookbook. sangat gorgeous dan awesome kay dorg dress up. benci. i wanna look awesome and gorgeous liddat.

p/s : apesal banyak sangat words awesome and gorgeous ? btw umie yang awesome lagi gorgeous , so sorry about at dinner time. takde niat to did that. love you ♥

♥ layla

inspiration

2010-11-19T00:56:00.006+08:00

i just finished exploring yuna's tumblr and its super cool. she has talent on singing and she has become an idol to all muslim women i guess. she inspires many young women out there includes me. i love love love the way she puts on her hijabs. she got styles. right beside her is hana tajima. ehh tell me who don't know hana tajima woi ? she's the designer of maysaa collection if i'm not mistaken and and pergi search tutorial on how to wears hijab dkt youtube mesti ade muke dia. she inspires me to look different in wearing hijabs but hells yeah i'm too shy to wear hijabs dengan cara itu hihi.

♥ layla

day one

2010-11-18T16:42:00.003+08:00

what does it feels to have someone cares about you ? i mean specifically to have a boyfriend? muahaha . i dont know what it feels to have someone cares about you altho i started to have bf when i was in std 5. cs its been two years since the last time i had a boyfriend. see see umie tak percaya gua tarak bf. hihi stop talking about this.kay , i don't want to have a boyfriend.

friends, i'm in hell of boredom. idk what to write about or what to do. demit if can eat , i should've did that since i woke up but i dowann to gain weight. so i just stay here and talking nonsense kay ? and and and i'll most probably update the blog two or three times a day cs ya know , i dont have any better things to do. so catch ya later.

♥ layla

hello holiday

2010-11-18T00:08:00.004+08:00

today was just fine. and hmm i didn't go to shadzfiq's. i slept at that time instead of going there. well, i didn't do alot of things today. i just eat and sleep. I probably gain weight , geez . then I guess i have to work out this holidays ? screw up. oyeah almost forget, i've a lotsa plans for this holiday. eh c'mon tell me siapa yang takde plans for their holiday ?

i think i gonna post about things i planned for this holidays. if only ! if only i have time or rasa nak tulis, kay ? i really gotta get going. i'm on the phone with zaty.

♥ layla

korban

2010-11-17T12:06:00.002+08:00

salam aidiladha to all. may have a blast and mkn byk byk yek !

im gonna take a nap before going to shadzfiq's . i ate not that much but its enough. babai.

♥ layla

I'm gonna miss 2010 sch session

2010-11-17T00:10:00.013+08:00

im feeling so upset . its bcs zaty is moving out for somewhere at sungai buloh and my holiday is just started. i'm so not like the holiday. i never do . ceh ceh hihi. cs when the holidayy starts i'll feel wanna have fun 24/7 pdhl i've got not money and when its time to go to sch back i can say tht i am the laziest student kot. soo yeah im gonna stop babbling here and lets the pictures tells.

act there's alot more pictures. its like hundred or myb thousands of pictures muahaha. yeah we are camwhore. we had so much awesome moments today. or its just me? idk. ya ALLAH, im so gonna miss my friends , evn its like a month and a half tho but still i cant meet them in that period. too much memories lahh. isk isk.

p/s : believe me , im soo going fat this holidays doh ! ish. dislike this. andd not to forget , lepas ni sekolah aku kene bangun pagi , tak blh tidur lambat and aku dah jadi calon PMR , percaya tak ? wuaaaaa

♥ layla

school awesome

2010-11-15T19:41:00.003+08:00

today was superb awesome at sch. myb its bcs amad was there helping us at spbt room or is it bcs other reasons ? haha idk. hmm gtg im going to zaty's new house. gonna sleep over there. chow

♥ layla

awake

2010-11-15T04:52:00.004+08:00

ahh i'm so sleepy but i don't want to sleep. i'm working for my art project. i'm feeling tired like seriously i do. you know, i've to submit the project by tomorrow so i'm gonna sacrificed myself to not to sleep. cs if i dont im gonna be so dead. yeah i know seni isnt the important subject tapi aku tknk lah ade ape ape jadi en dkt the other subject , nanti nmpk cacat.

trust me if you look at my hands now , you will be like euww kotor gile. bhaha dah bercampur kot colour and everything. btw , i need yellow colour. i didn't colour few of the logo yet cause of i can't find yellow. moreover , like 40% of 'em is in yellow colour. demit you yellow.

and the other reason why i dont(couldn't) sleep is i'm thinking abt something. its him. i kept asking myself , should i text him should i should i. mcm naik gilee dah. at one time i felt like i should've text him long time ago but sometimes its vice versa. bodoh nye aku. dah kthxbai

♥ layla

untitled

2010-11-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

semalam , aku pergi pavilion and it was lastminute-planned by helmi. he insist to go to pavilion then i told him that i dont have enough money. soo he said hes gonna support me on everything. i met hazim and ze geng there. it was fun yesterday. we walked and kept walking like you know orang yang takde arah tuju. when we felt penat we stopped and we continue walked again. we went to pavilion then headed to sungai wang and they wanted to go to times square. i felt like my foot was burning and my back was in pain. not to forget , kak fan was there with her friend.

i dont really have mood to write or anything for now. these past 2 days i felt so idk-how-to-explain-my-feeling. it wasn't good feeling but more to uneasy feels. so , i still haven't take my dinner and and still havent finish my art project. umie, yaya and helmi wasnt at home right now. they went to midvalley or somewhere i dont know or evn care. so later y'guys.

♥ layla

lose weight ? haha

2010-11-13T00:16:00.008+08:00

i had a tiring yet an awesome day

we did a heavy work today. we help cg at spbt room. lifted and gave textbooks. its dem tiring and saya rasa kalau saya tolong cg buat kerja mengangkat mcm ni like everyday i believe that im so gonna lose weight hehe . anyways, we did captured some photos. dont really have mood to write. nanite.

p/s : im going somewhere tmrw. wheter its pavi nor klcc. will see.

♥ layla

kasih ? sayang ?

2010-11-12T01:46:00.005+08:00

he called me kasih. i think that is enough to tell you the whole story. i just finish chat with him.

♥ layla

kau rindu cousins tak ? aku rindu

2010-11-11T23:01:00.004+08:00

things happen for some acceptable reason , right ? i seriously love my life. i can say that my live is just going perfect so far. soo hmm exam is just OVER. hehe but hells yeah its like i am now officially a PMR candidates. i have to study from now on. i want to make my parents proud.

suddenly i feel like i want to meet ma cousins . i miss 'em so much. sooooo here comes the pictures hehe. remembered last weekend i told ya that i went back to ma hometown ? we went to lumut.

i miss all ma family. im sooo sad that this upcoming raya haji we couldn't go back to perak. myb nenek and atok gonna come here and we going to celebrate raya haji at somewhere . still dont know where to go yet but the parents will think about it.

p/s : all out of sudden , i feel like dont want to finish sch for this year. dengan tiba tiba semua benda jadi senang dan mudah dan membahagiakan kau , pernah rasa tak ? aku benci perasaan mcm ni. sumpah.

♥ layla

crazy me

2010-11-10T01:38:00.002+08:00

you drive me crazy. i just hate what you did to me yet i'm still waiting for you to come back. what am I suppose to do ? lemme know.

♥ layla

like the usual day

2010-11-10T01:12:00.002+08:00

it's currently 1.20 am and here i am, still online. i couldnt sleep evn im so sleepy tho. act i got thing to do before i go to sleep but i just lazy to get my butt up lah. okay hmm today was just fine. i mean like the usual day of mine. oyeah history paper was quiet okay but some of the questions is so dem confusing and same goes to kh paper. so i guess, i really need to offline now cs i got more important thing to do. prepare for art paper tmrw. just wish i could do better.

p/s : ohh and yeah i already got result for two subjects. but i think i'll just keep the results private. till then. chow. nanite.

♥ layla

I gain 1 friend in friendlist :P

2010-11-09T11:06:00.002+08:00

yeah , i got my friend back. my guy bestfriend.

♥ layla

keep me or throw me away

2010-11-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

i just wanna be free. free from this feeling. from this heart-broken-feeling. it hurts me. i mean not physically but mentally. my goal for now is got good results. i wanna be in top10. i seriously mean this one. and of course no boyfriend for the time being. just me and my books and my family and my friends. get that ? just let me go, broken heart. i wanna have new chapters in life. i'm so thankful to known you once. like you said : past is past, let me go and i'm gonna let you go .

p/s : i've remove the chatbox. just formspring .

♥ layla

keep me safe

2010-11-07T22:38:00.002+08:00

i'm in pain. i had stomachache since evening and this is really make me study less. i went home from kampung around 4 something then i slept till 7. i didn't read books too much at kampung. i just read geo then i throw the book after 15 min. the book makes me boring. yesterday we went to lumut. my family and cousins i mean. we had so much fun. hmm i already miss them way too much especially bobot. haha i mean FC . fareez comel. alololo he called himself with that name. FC i miss your scream baby.

♥ layla

after two months

2010-11-05T19:02:00.005+08:00

woke up late today although act we are going back to hometown . finaly , i'm here at perak. such a great feeling to get back here to meet cousins and all of them after two months. insyaallah , after maghrib maksu family is coming. as usual , i brought geo , sc , sej and kh books along since i have to sit for exam this monday. gotta get going now. it's alreay maghrib and i've to take shower and pray. see ya.

♥ layla

the awesome rainbows

2010-11-05T00:33:00.006+08:00

rainbow ? just two words. extremely gorgeous. rainbow is just like our life. we live with it and try to make things happier. just like me. i'm trying so hard to make things better. day by day i tried. sometimes it goes bad and at the other time its just goes perfect. i'm just believe this . when the rain falls, do believe that rainbow would appear after the rains stopped. its just perfect to describe our life. my life. bad things happened then when it all settle , the happiness would come. keep this in mind. allah never help people who not helping themself.

p/s : my zodiac sign says, the reasons why i'm single cs i'm too afraid to open my heart for somebody else. i kept thinking about the same guy although there's so many waiting for me. is this true?
*merepek much ?

♥ layla

2010-11-04T03:09:00.004+08:00

goodnight wish sometimes can be good. would love to have someone wish me goodnight , told me to dream about him , tell me he loves me and gimme the xoxo thingy.

haha , i'm dreaming at late night. im so gotta get to sleep. night.

♥ layla

no goodbye

2010-11-04T02:01:00.004+08:00

hope you gonna be just fine there. you are leaving tomorrow. you off for two or three months something. act , i don't even know with whom you're going there and what for but i'm just gonna pray for you. may you have a safe journey and take good care of yourself.

p/s : wish i could hear his voice before he's leaving tmrw saying see ya later but hells no , thts not gonna happen. heh , ive been missing him. i'm just realize that i haven't update about him like forever aite? haha

♥ layla