nowdays , feel something unright

hii ,im totally out of the mood for making essay but i have to.

nowdays rase mcm something. sekejap feel like wanna smile all day long tapi sometimes tibe tibe rase ter ter yg TERok. haih knape entah.

cuti just in 3 days something tapi rase mcm taknak cuti . why ? sbb lagi lame cuti , lagi byk hwk , isn't it ? rase mcm ade batu yg menghimpap kepala tapi aku berusaha jugak utk angkat kepala. lagi lagi nak intervensi ni. dahlah cikgu semua ckp soalan pecah otak pecah tgn pecah perot susah nye pecah. dan sekarang cikgu nak main kuiz kuiz soalan siape boleh jawab ke tidak bagai. tapi tak suke tak ke malas ke pecah otak ke kene study jugak la wehh.

this past few days im really lost my focus on studying , focusing on wht teachers said and semua in class. sometimes , bile cikgu explained infront , i was dreaming sambil senyum senyum. kadang kadang terfikir , kenapa laa sekolah sampai 5 hari seminggu lepastuu cuti 3 bulan jee padahal setahun ade 12 bulan haih haih haih.

sometimes , when im losing my spirit on everything , there must be some friends yg dtg and asked me why and all the things. but sometimes bile tgh happy rase mcm .. idk wht is the right word to write on. and sometimes aku rase gile down to earth. kadang kadang bile tgh gelak boleh rase rendah diri dgn tibe tibe. lepastuu when im talking to ppl, im afraid to look straight to their eyes. mcm takot mereka akn tahu wht in my mind act. knape dgn aku ni sellau tak bersyukur ? haih haih haih bodoh nyeeeeee -.-

okay dah la byee. dan conclusinon knape aku rase mcm mcm sekarang ni sbb aku tak happy mcm ni dan tgh sakit hati dgn budak tuu haaaaaaaa. ahh esok result espiem keluar. minta minta kaklong cemerlang wehh. byee

really really fall in love with Y. ohh i mean yellow tauu :D

♥ layla